Death. My throat has little white lumps on it, I don't want it to be strep, I can't miss work and I can't miss playing either!

In other recent news, I have decided that I will permanently skip motherhood and go straight to grandmothering. I bought a quilt pattern book. I also baked brownies and started a cross-stitch yesterday. Now I need to learn to knit. Then my transformation will be complete. (except the saggy boobs, wrinkle lines, and gray hair).

Oh here, picture of halloween this year.



Sporty spice, I decided to go literally 10 minutes before I had to get to the party.

Hey! I miss you already. Don't be upset that I'm gone, D----. I'm not worth tears. Just stay focused on your goals, and stay strong for me ok? Remember, I'm still alive! I'm not really gone, and even then its not really that far away. take care sweetheart. I love you.
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What would you do if you just found this, and the person that wrote it is in Iraq and you can't seem them until may? So much confusion!